Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Orthodox Rabbis Homosexual Declaration...

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Below is the link and text of a "Declaration On The Torah Approach To Homosexuality:". This is supposedly being circulated among t...
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Friday, November 18, 2011

God as a father

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I have mentioned before a line that my therapist told me and that is to view God as a loving zeide (grandfather) rather than an abusive fath...
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Sunday, November 6, 2011

Confronting the God issue

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I started this blog for numerous reasons. One of them was the for the therapeutic benefits of putting thoughts into writing. Writing about m...
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Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Eshel Shabbaton? The idea scares me...

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I have never been in any environment in which I was with a group of people who knew that I was gay, with whom I was able to talk openly abou...
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Monday, October 10, 2011

The struggle forges onward...

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The Yomim Noraim have come and gone and I feel better. It's been 24 hours since Yom Kippur ended and I feel so much better. I read throu...
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Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Loneliness

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I had one of my worst days today. I went to my therapist and cried nonstop for an hour. I could have gone on all afternoon. Throughout the...
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Guilty

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As I stand here saying slichos in Shul erev Rosh Hashana I am being pulled by my attraction to some men davening with me. I ask myself, sh...
Monday, September 5, 2011

I'm in an "Elul" State of Mind

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Elul is here. This is one simple word. It is short and yet so powerful. Elul. I think "Elul" and my blood pressure rises. I sa...
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Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Pain on Tisha B'Av

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On this saddest day of the Jewish calendar we say our Kinus mostly with the words zchor, remember and aicha, how. I want to take a moment to...
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Friday, July 29, 2011

"Rabbi" Yehuda Levin defines insensitivity

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You may have seen  http://bit.ly/p9kWsu  and then the follow up of  http://bit.ly/pABNzR . To summarize; "Rabbi" Yehuda Levin...